My Thoughts Exactly… Forgiveness

We’ve all been there. Moments in our lives when we reflect and wonder whether or not we’ve made the right decisions. Times where we wonder how badly we have hurt the people we love. If we are actually a good person or not. Sounds rather black and white when you jot it down on paper, but feelings, heart and raw emotion can rip us apart from the inside out. Things are rarely what they seem. Sometimes you have to be the stronger person and act in someone’s favor, even though you may be hurting them momentarily. Even though they may not understand. Even though you are looked upon and seen as the bad guy. These trials and tribulations are some of the many sacrifices of life. Of love. All you can do is open your heart at some point, and let it go. If you love someone set them free… and don’t forget to set yourself free while you are at it… you cannot live with regret, only understand that it was all you could do at that given point.

Separation. How hard it is to be separated from friends and family. Some people just come into your life that you cannot let go of, wherever their lives may take them. Extraordinary gems of civilization that enrich your living experience and leave their fingerprint on your heart. I guess since there are such a shortage of these people in the first place that they were meant to be shared… that they must complete their guardian angel/teaching duties and bring light to as many others as possible. Can’t argue with that now can I? Just hope that whoever they move on to realizes the gift they’ve been given.

I am all about calculated risk. That actually quite possibly sums me up in a sentence. As of late I am taking bigger leaps and feeling perhaps a bit overconfident in my stride. I do expect to fall on my face, but I’m ready for it. A scratch, cut, hell even stitches have never stopped me from getting back up and jumping for it again. Can’t nobody stop me… can’t nobody hold me down… oh no… I gots to keep on moooovin’… I’m ready for ya. Hit me.

Sometimes the outside world can get the best of you. The feeling of being pulled from every which corner, in every direction can make you lose your mind. Rest. Take it easy and stop thinking. Just feel and heal. That is all you can really do… and when the time is right and you have regained your strength… close your eyes so that you can see. You will make the right move.

Bisous to all of you.

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