Does Glitter cover Pain?
I don’t know what it is lately, but I am craving all things uber girl and glitter… All I want to do is stick glitter to my lipstick, eyeshadow and spray it in my hair… I have reached fairy princess mode I fear…
Sparkly Mary Jane pumps, sparkly jewelery, sparkly whatever the hell I can get my hands on! You see, it all started about a week ago when I went to get my nails done…
They still had the Christmas collections out (I know cause they all had obviously festive names), and in an instant all my wants and desires for spring and summery minty pastels, bright fuchsia’s and exotic oranges flew right out the window. Deep reds infused with mass amounts of shimmery glitter glazed over my eyes and I was done for. Since then, all I can think about beauty wise is adding heaps and heaps of sparkle to everywhere and everything!
Has there yet been any known cases of Glitteritis?
Needless to say when I saw these pictures I nearly orgasmed from sheer sparkle delight
Another thing on my mind as of late has been the subject of heartache (and break). I have been thinking a lot about how the hell people are able to heal and move on when love goes sour (lord knows sometimes I have no clue how I have survived in the past)… how do you go on with your life and leave all the pain, resentment and anger behind? How do you just forget about good times and ways that person has enriched your life?
I still have a lot of shit to resolve within myself when it comes to my ex (and mostly it is anger towards myself for being so god damn naive), but honestly – how the hell is one supposed to move on without thinking constantly about all the “what if’s”, “why’s” and betrayals? When does one ever really find closure on these matters?
What about those who have loved and lost, or those who are merely separated by distance or life’s circumstances? How do you live your life alone (or in substitute) when you know there may or may not be something completely different (and possibly better) for you out there (a.k.a. The Notebook)? Can you really just move on with your life and forget all about it?
What it comes down to is that I really don’t know what the eff I’m getting at… but I just feel a lot of pain when it comes to people I have loved in the past. I really fail to grasp how you can love someone so much and then one day it all just crumbles before you. How someone can treat you like a stranger after you’ve shared some of the most intimate moments. How do people disconnect so easily?
I understand it is hard to break up with someone you love with all your heart (truly I do… it nearly kills you), and that emotions and jealousy and yearning reign even afterwards… but being completely erased from that persons mind/life is just disrespectful and cowardly. Take charge of your emotions, grow the fuck up and honor the time you spent in love with someone while it lasted. Don’t write over the old memories you shared with them with someone else… times with different people in life are not meant to by any means be replaced – they are meant to be cherished forever and held close to your heart (at least the good times).
For some reason I always get really fired up from even just thinking about my love past (and not at all in the good way). I feel so frustrated, angry and just completely shat on (exuse the un-girly, un-glittery lingo)… so manipulated and lied to… like everything was just a dream and one day I woke up and realized that I wasn’t special, or the only one… that I could be replaced by absolutely anyone and the story would go on without me.
Maybe it’s just my ego getting kicked in the face… but none the less that shit is hard and still haunts me to this day.
This is why everything MUST be covered in glitter!
xoxPosted under Uncategorized by Robyn